Wanting to be free

{"messages":[{"id":623501371,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Hey you okay?"},{"id":623501372,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung asked with worried expressions on his face, still holding the door open behind him as he entered the room."},{"id":623501373,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(nods) Yeah, I’m fine."},{"id":623501374,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(smiles)"},{"id":623501375,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung closed the door not being convinced by the younger’s answer coz his red nose and swollen eyes were evidence that he was lying and taehyung can’t ignore the sobs he heard few seconds ago. He came and sat beside jungkook as he looked at him as if he was saying "tell me truth", the only difference is that he didn’t use the words, his eyes said it instead."},{"id":623501376,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(shakes his head)"},{"id":623501377,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"It’s nothing......"},{"id":623501378,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(he looked down, avoiding taehyung’s gaze as he bited his lower lip so hard to hold the sob that was about to come out of his mouth)"},{"id":623501379,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Jungkook."},{"id":623501380,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung called in a soft voice grabbing younger’s attention as he looked at him with tears filled eyes."},{"id":623501381,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"It’s okay......I’m here, you can tell me."},{"id":623501382,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung said and it was enough for jungkook to melt down into the pool of vulnerability, not wanting to cover up his weak side anymore, he just wanted to be free.....coz the emotions he was feeling, only crushed his heart, his chest felt suffocated and right now he needed a distraction, an escape from the reality, it doesn’t matter if it’ll be temporary. The overwhelming feelings didn’t let him speak any of it that he read from the pages before so that he could make taehyung understand the situation......the harsh reality was too dark and painful to say it out from his mouth....coz he knew that he won’t be able to speak and would choke on his own words due to the sobs. It was hard to classify the hurt, guilt and the pain he was feeling coz at the moment.......it was hard to feel....."},{"id":623501383,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Jungkook-"},{"id":623501384,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Taehyung, can you please make me feel loved. Please do something...."},{"id":623501385,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung was cutted off by jungkook, same concerned expressions laced on his which didn’t seemed to fade away since the moment he had entered the room. He didn’t knew why....but he couldn’t see the younger like that.... Jungkook thought he needed to say it out loud in order to make taehyung understand.....however taehyung understood everything on his own, the heaviness in his chest after seeing the younger.....he could feel it too..... knowing how some scenarios in life can put you into that state, he has lived 218 years for nothing, he has witnessed people in the best and in the worst."},{"id":623501386,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"What do you want me to do?"},{"id":623501387,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he asked being unsure about if it’ll be okay to perform those activities in such State of human)"},{"id":623501388,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung couldn’t hold back himself from wiping off jungkook’s tears and cupping his face as the pads of his thumbs caressed his cheeks."},{"id":623501389,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Just.....love me...."},{"id":623501390,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(he said and sniffled)"},{"id":623501391,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung didn’t knew what being soft is.....he has never really devoured anyone.....he has never really loved anyone.... But with jungkook it has always been different, he has done things which he could never even think of..... He didn’t knew how exactly you should make people feel loved but he could atleast try for the younger, being afraid that he might do something wrong to hurt jungkook more he just looked into his eyes as the two insecurities of different worlds met...."},{"id":623501392,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Are you sure?"},{"id":623501393,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he asked as he hovered on top of the younger with his one hand still on jungkook’s face, their breaths collided as he spoke)"},{"id":623501394,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook nodded with teary eyes, his nose red and lips transcended into deeper shade of pink due to how hard he was biting them. He himself crashed his lips with taehyung and kissed him to extent that he couldn’t breath."},{"id":623501395,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung panted as he pulled back and traced younger’s lips, looking into his bambi eyes which shined bright, he couldn’t tell if it was because of him or because of the tears. Taehyung continued as he leaned forward for an another kiss, a softer and caring one this time. Jungkook whimpered into his mouth when taehyung’s hand tucked at his t-shirt to pull it off and when his cold fingers grazed through his warm skin."},{"id":623501396,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung broke the kiss to let younger’s shirt pull off and threw it somewhere in the room while he again pecked his lips simultaneously before coming down to his neck and prepping soft kisses all over the skin, on the way he didn’t missed the jawline to devour as he left few butterfly kisses there too."},{"id":623501397,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook tugged his fingers into taehyung’s hairs and tilted his head to the side, providing elder the access, his body jolted up everytime taehyung kissed him due to how gentle and careful he was being right now......the tears dripped down more as jungkook let himself flew away with the feeling....just wanting to be free...."},{"id":623501398,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The thunder rumbled outside, singnalling it was about to rain....the light into the room went dimmer when the clouds covered up the sky and soon the raindrops falling down could be heard....they rattled on window pane, a chill breeze coming from half opened window brushed through their now nu00e0ked bodies...."},{"id":623501399,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The kisses trailed down from younger’s torso till his lower abdomen making him feel tingly but his heart couldn’t be at the ease as he let the tears drip from the sideways of his cheeks. Taehyung placed his lips and grazed over jungkook’s skin like he was an emerald considering how precious he has become for him....."},{"id":623501400,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(He came face to face with jungkook and hovered on top of him)"},{"id":623501401,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook opened his glossy eyes only to see the dark brown almond eyes staring at him. With the hair locks falling on his forehead taehyung smiled softly at the younger under him, leaning down to give him a smooch....."},{"id":623501402,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Go in...."},{"id":623501403,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(he uttered as his heart filled up to the brim making his words chocked, and the pain came out in the form of water from his eyes as he looked at taehyung and cupped his face)"},{"id":623501404,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Rough?"},{"id":623501405,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(he asked timidly as he wiped jungkook’s tears with a pad of his thumb)"},{"id":623501406,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(nods slightly) Wanna feel you to the fullest...."},{"id":623501407,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The younger said and taehyung complied as he lubed up his cu00f4ck with the pru00e9cum and alinged it on jungkook’s entrance. Jungkook wrapped his legs as he felt taehyung poking his ru00eem, he hissed in pain when the elder started to slid in, as his eyes got hooded closed till the slit, head was threw back with a moan and fingers digged into taehyung’s shoulders."},{"id":623501408,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung was careful not to hurt the younger as he kept taking a look at him time to time....once he was fully in, he laid on top of jungkook seeing the uncomfort fading away from younger’s face..."},{"id":623501409,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Move...."},{"id":623501410,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(his voice trailed off as he pulled at taehyung’s hairs)"},{"id":623501411,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung slowly started to thru00fbst his hips and they both moaned in unison. He leaned down and kissed jungkook softly who was whimpering and crying with closed eyes letting his real pain collide with current pleasure and love....."},{"id":623501412,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Soon enough they both climaxed due to how rough they went and how tight jungkook was and how much the younger was clu00e8nching around taehyung’s cu00f4ck. Taehyung kissed him one more time feeling his tears on his own cheeks before he got up and brought the wet towel to clean the sheets and jungkook."},{"id":623501413,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook sat up straight, hugging his knees closer to his chest, wrapping the duvet around him as he looked on the side with drooped eyes, seeing the droplets sliding down through the window pane."},{"id":623501414,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung came out of the bathroom and wore just his trousers before he sat beside the younger with his one leg hanging down."},{"id":623501415,"character_id":11484724,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Jungkook, you being upset is reasonable but he is your brother and sometimes we just gotta suck it up, no matter how harsh the reality can be."},{"id":623501416,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Taehyung said before he heard soft sobs coming from the younger who hugged his knees tighter while his head was down."},{"id":623501417,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(sniffles) That’s the thing, it was hard for him too... I’m not the only one who suffered....he has seen horrible things as well."},{"id":623501418,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook managed to say as he looked at taehyung with tearful eyes."},{"id":623501419,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"How can I be so selfish taehyung?"},{"id":623501420,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I told him that night he must have hated me at some point too, but no....he never did....all I cared about was my feelings. I was too blind to see what he was going through."},{"id":623501421,"character_id":11223368,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"He thinks he failed to be a brother but the truth is that....he is the best brother one can ask for."},{"id":623501422,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook said as he bursted into the tears and heavy sobs left his mouth. Taehyung internally panicked not knowing what he should do? Before he could think of anything, jungkook just threw himself on taehyung and rested his head on elder’s chest letting it all out.... taehyung engulfed younger into a hug....letting him cry all he want as he caressed his back."},{"id":623501423,"character_id":11255737,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(Namjoon who happened to arrive just a few seconds ago to check on the younger, leaning against the wall outside smiled softly to himself and walked away, knowing he could leave jungkook to taehyung)"},{"id":623501424,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook felt the pain fading away and his heart to lighten up as he sobbed in the embrace of elder.....like he was his cage of an escape....a cage of comfort. He felt free in those caged arms....coz those arms meant the world to him..."},{"id":623501425,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83cudf19"},{"id":623501426,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83cudf19"},{"id":623501427,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"ud83cudf19"}]}